Today is December!

Okay, 2 hours early. But anyway...

Is there a reason why I can't enjoy Christmas because I'm not "celebrating" it?

How does one 'officially' celebrate anyway? Christmas trees, turkey, presents and the like?

If I don't have all of the above, I'm not celebrating Christmas?

Seriously, I've never noticed how weird some people are..

What was I looking at all these years?

Speaking of results, I got them a while ago.

._.

I was expecting to get it in mid-December... but this works for me too cause I totally skipped the panicky mood.

I PASSED.

OH YES.

GOODBYE COLLEGE FOREVER.

I've been told I might live to regret this....

but no, I don't think so.

Now the only thing to look forward to is KOREA <3

Oh, and a job. Asap.

Damn. I want my 2 months break.

Why do You make life so hard for us sometimes?

やった！

And so, college ends.

I'm too relieved to worry about getting my results.. maybe a couple of weeks from now.

Then there's a job to look for.

It's silly but I feel like everything I had planned all these years have suddenly disappeared.

Everyone's asking "what's next?".... and then I realise, I have no idea... yet.

Too much I want to do, I'm feeling uncertain right now.

My dad, of course, does not approve. He would like me to be on that ONE path to success without wasting time, whereas I'd rather take a few different paths and see which one I want to continue on. I don't think its a waste of time if I get to experience things... right?

How can one be sure they're right if they haven't done anything wrong?

Blah..

Maybe cause it's only been 5 days, I still have moments when I wake up at 8-9am and panic, thinking I somehow missed my alarm. I've been told it doesn't sink in until maybe after a month..

There isn't much to do, however, given the current situation we're in (yet again). Will this never end? At least I still have so many books unread. Starbucks is currently collecting old books for charity, its time to clean up my shelf.