missed it;

My aunt is leading a tour group to Japan next week. When she called me to tell me about it a few days ago, I said "I'm sending you off with a list!"

The next day, the whole robbery thing happened and we both forgot about it until yesterday, when my uncle and I were webcamming and he mentioned it. And I jokingly said "Ask her if she needs an assistant! I'll go with her!"

After that, I went out for dinner and my aunt called back home to look for me. When I came back and my brother told me, it was already late, so I texted her this morning and just now, she replied saying:

"Tooooo late! I wanted to arrange for you to travel wz me to Japan...but they release the seats yesterday!!! So now if I want to buy u a seat, its going to cost a bomb!! You should have reminded me laa....

I can bring you along as my assistant trainee.. and you can speak Japanese!!"

OMG.

OH.

MY.

F-ING.

GOD.


I could have gone to Japan! JAPAN!! The birthplace of J-Rock! And Yoshiki!

I could have gone to Japan for a week. A WEEK! I could have done so much. I could have spent the whole week feeding my love for J-Rock. I could have gone and stalked GazettE or Dir en grey! I could have bought all the J-Rock DVDs that were banned in Singapore. I could have shopped at a Vivienne Westwood store! I could have shopped at a SexPot Revenge store! I could have shopped at a h.Naoto store!!! Okay, I would need money for that but seriously, I'd be happy just standing inside the shop. I could have gone to Disneyland . I could have visited all the architectural landmarks.

Most importantly, I could have seen snow :(
I could have granted my own 9 year old wish.
First Christmas with snow.

Ah God, you're so cruel.
I'm depressed.
*crawls off to a corner*