Sunday, August 12, 2012

Darker side of life

It feels like I'm so aware of you, your presence... so much more than any other person I have met in my life so far. Walking along the corridor, and all of a sudden, just knowing that you have just passed through the same corridor moments before (and then proving myself right after that just makes things so much creepier!), makes me wonder why you, of all the people I have known, would have such power over me. It's almost laughable, how impossible the situation is. How wrong, and how ill-timed. It almost makes me wish I never went this way. And knowing that it will soon be a dead end makes it harder for me to accept. 
4 months to go. Any moment now you will announce your leaving.
What am I going to do then? What can I do?
 

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